Friday, December 08, 2006


I'm having a sort of bummed out couple of days here. I'm not like deeply depressed, but I am too busy. I feel like I haven't really been home and been able to relax all week, and this weekend is looking like more of the same. I need time to just sit, and yet I need to be on the run constantly right now. I just want to sleep. This makes me want to not do the Christmas party or church bc that feels like the only things I can cut, but I can't cut those things! Argh. Sorry I've been a bit down on myself trying this c of c thing is actually kind of a blow to the ego when you don't get emailed or even emailed back (and yes, I've stepped out of my comfort zone and actually emailed people). I just feel a bit off where I need some good sleep and good relaxing reading time. I also want to be able to go out in public without makeup and without being concerned about my looks, but lately I've felt pressured to try to look the best I can. I JUST WANT A DAY AT HOME! Sorry. Me ranting...


  1. I'm really proud of you for doing the Church stuff even when you weren't motivated to do it. Always remember that you are surrounded by people who love you.

  2. You all had the best table by far. It was a great idea.